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August 11, 2012

Selepas 22 hari....

Salam semua, so how was ur fasting so far??? Harapnya semua ok... Dah nak smp di penghujung Ramadhan pun.. Kejap jer masa berlalu...

Alhamdulillah iena pun diberi kesihatan dan kekuatan utk tunaikan ibadah yg satu nih... Mampu bertahan smp waktu berbuka, tapi last night.....

I dont know what happen. Silap makan ker, atau mmg benda nk jadi.... Kemarin berbuka d rumah MIL, gitulah kalau x balik Kulim mmg km balik rumah mak. Sbbnya Hn nk berterawih d kg... Ok nvmd... So what i had for berbuka was roti jala and cheese baked meatball carbonara from PH... Air plak cuma milo ais...

Selesai berbuka solat, then mengaji... Pastu tunggu isya', solat pastu amik 2 slices of pizza. Hn balik terawih km pun balik...

Tp around 2am, bangun g toilet.. Kena cirit birit.. 2-3 bgn ke toilet... Then at 450am, bgn prepare sahur tuk semua... The kids minta nk mkn spaghetti jer, so buatkanlah... Waktu nih dah start rasa something wrong.... Rasa sakit sgt dekat bah atas perut, bawah dada... Ulu hati ker kat situ???

Mkn pun x selera sbb menahan sakit... Smp lepas subuh keadaan masih sama... Huhu, x pernah rasa cam gini... Nak nangis pun ada... Org len blh tido dgn bestnya, and aku menahan sakit sesorg....

Lepas da solat subuh, iena try jugak tuk dptkan rehat... Tp sbb berulang ke toilet + sakit so mmg susah laaa... Around 9 anak2 g tuition... Terus decide to break my fast sbb sakit... Mnum milo panas n kurma jer.... Pastu try to get some sleep sbb mmg x tahan sakit...

I know its not contraction, tu pasal i x g check... I know i'm going to be just fine... So hmm satu hari dah tgal puasa... Call my dad sbb nk ckp dgn my mom, but he's at his office. Mom g Sogo dgn adik... So i told him what happen to me... He sound a bit worried about me.... I will be fine, inshaaAllah... I know he cares for me.... <3 u dad....

Hopefully esok sihat kembali.. I dont like being sick esp towards the end of my pregnancy... Byk kerja nk settle... Nk harapkan org lain, susah sgt so i prefer doing it my way... Ya Allah berikanlah aku kekuatan utk meneruskan ibadah puasa ini hingga ke akhirnya... Amin

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