jgn marah mama sebab mama masih mencuba

eh u guys..

susah ke senang nak ajar anak2 membaca..

adeh i've to admit wpun aku nih cikgu di sekolah

yg dah ngajar puluhan orang budak

tapi bila di rumah 

i felt like am such a failure

aku rasa nak ajar anak aku sendiri pun susah..

tapi aku luangkan jugak masa tuk dengar dan tgk dorang buat homework

i dont know who to blame..

maybe aku jugak yang salah kot..

sebab tak pandai nak bahagi masa tuk dorang..

now that Afi dah boleh bermain n semakin bijak pandai

so aku nak carik waktu tuk ajar my twin sangat terhad..

they had mengaji di rumah Ustaz at night..

so i had to find some space to at least be with them in the evening

just to make sure they did their homework n so on

tapi itulah waktu2 petang.. 

tahu sajalah nak tengok tvlah... 

nak mainlah.. aku plak mmg galakkan dorang bermain waktu petang.

so masa mana pulak aku nak tgk dorang belajar..

but i did bought them a lot of books..

story books... 

exercise books...

hmm ntahlah.. tak mahir lagi aku memegang tanggungjawab

as a mother...